This summer has been long and boring and I'm sick of it. I pretty much have done nothing but sit at the computer for 12 hours a day.
Done with boys again for awhile. Although they are wonderful to look at and fool around with, they end up breaking your heart and I'm not ready to put myself in that position.
Sick of this whole moving situation. I swear parents say something but never really make up there minds. Okay i get that we're moving, then let's find a damn place and get out of here. I'm sick of this house, I want something new. Usually I'll go and cut my hair or change my look, but I can't really cut my hair much shorter. haha
I'm missing alot of people that I used to talk to all the time at school. I miss seeing certain people and getting hugs from them. I miss just messing around at lunch or cheating on tests in class. I made a lot of great people this past year and I want to see all of them all the time again. I'm craving new close friendships and people I can trust.
I've been thinking that maybe staying in downey isn't such a good idea. I mean whats hear for me? ...nothing. Its a bad city with nothing to do. I made my parents swear we wouldn't move out of state until i got to college, but maybe getting away from everything here isn't such a bad idea. I'm sick of the same thing all of the time. gah I don't know...I would miss people and I'd probably have a hard time making new friends, but maybe a new life is what i need.
Alright I think I'm done ranting for now. and if you actually read all of that...wow.